mod·est
adj \ˈmä-dəst\Definition of MODEST
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a : placing a moderate estimate on one's abilities or worth b : neither bold nor self-assertive : tending toward diffidence
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: arising from or characteristic of a modest nature
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: observing the proprieties of dress and behavior : decent
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a : limited in size, amount, or scope <a family of modest means>
(What, do you gather is immodesty ?)
Like large breasts, large lips, immodestly large... sexual power is immodestly de-fragmented. Small ladies with large breasts embarrassed in youth for their fearing exposure.. Large lips the same.. extremely generous servings of sexuality seem improportionate to the generous servings of sexual fear and general human condition-impotent. Large, plump vulva as chastised mentally as frigid, clitless, holes.. aesthetically safe, and godlessly, physically sensation less. The human condition, the rise, the heat, and womanly cascading voluptuous gold she's been God-given for similar purposes that the poor woman chastised for her lovely large breasts. It's a chastisement for a lack of sexuality in society. Sexuality- being freedom - not pretentious bastardised form of theatrics (and false sensation).
It's an explicit inability to handle sexuality ..real sexuality, for all it's odorous flesh, it's bleak rawness, it's hair, it's teeth, it's natural bites, it's total engorgement.. physically, mentally.
I've become the girl with the large breasts, with the boyish chest, chastised for a lack of society's (favored) mediocrity. If you are not average, you are not worthy. If you are not 'perfectly' fitting, you are not up to par. If you do not submit, you are womanless, effeminate; genderless. How much gender can you strip from our given bodies? Approach your mate- 'I'm going to sell myself to you.. I have a unique build. I encompass sexuality. I am immodestly sexual. I am free. I am NOT average, I am pleasantly articulate, surprising. I have more sexuality cascading through and off my body than all the devilishly wimpy hairs you have on all your body. "
You are desirable, like the short haired girl; You in all your splendorous independence. . You are a rare meal ..for a rare man, ..or woman.. only to be snagged by those keen on the likes of your rare ephemeral beauty-
All these sexual anomalies; I know I cut my hair, not to reduce my sexuality, but to rear it's prominence ~ to find what I seek, and to seek what I like.. bold men, not concerned with the generic type of dry cereal beauty- the disney princess, rearing all for the bastardised chastisement of all their cavities, and anal sex.
Now, a very ill reputed person once said to me, a man whose sexual rank is less than modest, a good good friend of mine- " I've seen these girls grow up sticking all sorts of things up there, letting all men, including myself totally use them, the meal of a week, next week another; they realize one day; Heyy, I've got power in this thing, wow- it's been a long time unacknowledged.
This, is particularly geared towards women; who in this paranormal society are sometimes so unfulfilled, they travel undesired lengths to self abasement to obscure their misery. I know: I am one myself.
I took it out physically..physically depriving my all and every bodily need and desire.
I've grown up with and among men.
I can tell you this: My femininity is not guised by female deprivation.Female lackness- I closely absorb all of the practices of men and bring back my findings. They open to me a world of light hearted confessions, confide to me many a thing that might surprise you and indefinitely do so for me.- i can tell you we're not so different. This off course, I state without the briefest bias or overlooking of natural biology and scientific finding- at the very core we share a relative cowardice and fear. This I think defines human behavior to a larger degree and designate all of our emotive, active and highly misunderstood properties- from a much larger involuntary chasm due to media and obliviously formed perceptions and abasement of our own individual sexual identity.
The things I mention here have been individually communicated to me and generally skewed together for general understanding purposes and some amateur 'diagnostics'- but you be the judge. The people who've spoken to me are not to be mentioned. Exercise your best judgement, open your bias and feed your soul.
I caution you to avoid immediate assumptions- I live in the Mecca- (debateably) of Meccas; these very people may easily have been your brothers, your friends, ex boyfriends, ecetera. I know a great deal of people and reserve the right to keep at bay of exceptions (always prevalent) but recognize that there are massive communicative disruptions and the repercussions of this may or may not be alien to you. I myself with unveil many things about myself- I understand that a host to a vision must themselves be ready for exposure.
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I am sexually and mentally driven , and sexually deprived and scarred.
I practice a laxity of freedom in life and expression that is not concurrent with my deeply disturbed, conservative, stoned and sexual misery.
To say that the dilemma is is merely physical is a pure fallacy. It is enough that we are so sexually rigged, super frigid, super sexual - which in my opinion, is the same issue. We are in blasphemed sexual obscurity because we are a species lacking profoundly in sexual communication- the most basic and raw of all human and sexual instinct, in our most basic action- ( be it Freudian, it rings true)
I have female friends, to be fair; A few very strikingly driven, independent, intellectual, brilliantly funny, and unconventional girls; expressionlessly and enigmatically androgynous - role unfearing, chameleonic- adaptive, fully feminine and keen on the need to suit sexual adaptivity in our contemporary society.. to best suit ones principles, assume a form of androgynous adaptivity based on societal constructions! Sexually, they are clearly women, enticing, sexy, gorgeous, vastly radiant in sexual energy. No way one can confuse they are undoubtedly women. I think it's safe to say we must inevitably adapt to- all of our soul searching and likewise to seek the greater good.- all of our quest directly in vain of some individual selfish need or desire.
Nonetheless, my findings I will share with you.. A deliberate excavation from a self proclaimed traveler of both time and space- a 21st century tainted saint. (I'll explain why of course).. and a desire to bravely conquest both the impotency of social behavior and the sexual misguidances we are so ruthlessly bombarded and assaulted with, and attacked by on a highly individual level- how the impotence of gender-social and and sexual understanding is destroying a piece of society clearly archaic,
I will demonstrate my psycho analytic findings with you curious about psycho and the real sexual dilemma.
This underlies individual sexual development and behavior, mass media as a perpetuator of self loathing, independent source of assault, self loathing, hatred and open ended miscommunicative chasming.
The Dilemma; Sexuality: Freedom
Attacking our most basic individual fundamentals- .
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